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Journal Entry: Sun May 18, 2008, 8:10 PM
Hey guys (and girls?), long time no update.

I've been rather busy as of late, what with schoolwork becoming more prominent and hanging out with real life friends. I've got time, but just not enough to dwindle on drawing overweight anime chicks.

I've been thinking about this for a while, and I think I've come to a decision. I'm leaving the FA community. For how long? I don't know. but I can promise one thing...it's gonna be a while if I do decide to return.

I was but a mere teenager with nothing better to do than sit at home and draw. The internet allowed me to use it as an outlet for all my fantasies. (and on occasion, other people's too.)

Truth be told I didn't have a lot of real life friends, nor was I very good at going after the big girl of my dreams. But one day all of that seemed to change. I re-invented myself, read a few self-help books, and now I've got a very happy lifestyle with almost everything I could ever want. The glimmer of drawing big girls has begun to dull ever so slowly as I've grown a bit...I just can't see myself getting as stoked for it as I used to.

So I'm sorry everyone, but I'm packing it up. I won't stop drawing or anything like that, so rest assured my artistic abilities won't decay in my absence. It's been a good run everyone, I'd like to thank each and every one of you. The admirers, the haters, and the merciless fans who never want to take "no" for an answer.

Foot notes:

- Yes I will be leaving all my art up, even the pieces I'm not particularly proud of.

- Am I gone for good? probably.

- Are people going to hate me? Probably, but only because I've cut off a small supply of fap material for them XD.

- Will I stop loving big girls? NEVER!

  • Mood: Sociable
  • Listening to: The almost none-existant hum of my comp.
  • Watching: Tv's off.

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~Manta-Wolfe:iconManta-Wolfe: May 18, 2008, 8:12:53 PM
Well, I wish you luck in all of your endeavors my friend! Keep drawing fat chicks! XD
*Mr-Jolted:iconMr-Jolted: May 18, 2008, 8:20:28 PM
I'll hate ya. . .

...only because you won't be around for me to harass! T_T DAMN YOU!!!
~manji-luo:iconmanji-luo: May 18, 2008, 9:07:35 PM
well, no biggy =) best of luck to ya, hun ^^

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~plasma-snake:iconplasma-snake: May 18, 2008, 9:28:20 PM
Ah well, it happens. It's great to hear that you're feeling better though =D I wish you the best in whatever you do, and if you ever wanna talk, you know where to reach me XD

Have a good one :wave:

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~Twilightdrifter:iconTwilightdrifter: May 18, 2008, 9:56:51 PM
:wave: good luck with your life dude! :D

Go out there and show them what you can do! ;)

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*zewhatcher:iconzewhatcher: May 19, 2008, 2:05:38 AM
Be safe. I understand why you are leaving. Your art will be missec. (though i dont "fap off" as you say.)

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~diamonddraq13:icondiamonddraq13: May 19, 2008, 5:28:48 AM
T_T....ah...well...at least you improve your chances for meeting real big girl not only drawing them :) I wish you luck!
~Calmingscene:iconCalmingscene: May 19, 2008, 6:09:46 AM
We're all gonna miss you pal, but respect your decision all the same. Be safe out there. :wave:
~the2cheat:iconthe2cheat: May 19, 2008, 7:47:42 AM
We'll miss you. Have fun in RL.

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